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Originally Posted by ValentinaVVV
I think if you feel this way towards him all the time and it doesn't matter if you are depressed or not, it may be bpd.
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Hmm do you mean if I can get set off easily by him? Well- the answer is pretty much no (typically) however before meds, it was a bit more complicated.
Now, its easier to shrug things off. I think the partying put me into a hypo state or elevated mood.. then depressed when i came home for a few reasons, sad to be home, sad to back to work, feeling a little sick- I took allot of things everyone said personally ... Wanting to break up w/ my therapist, not wanting to go to work/leave house, wanting to (and going) home early for the day. I felt awful.. Over-analyzing everything!
Fast forward to now, i feel great.

I dont recognize the girl that acted out so drastically.
I kind of have a hunch that my mother is BPD (as my therapist also thinks..) and my dad is BP (or close to it).
So.... I am at a loss of what to think!