I'm my own worst enemy. Seriously. I've only felt like ending *it* a handful of times. Mostly just ideation and the desire to make others hurt like me. Attention Whoring Drama Queens we can be sometimes

My Lamictal was upped and upped until this mostly went away. At 400mg it really affected my memory and my emotions were almost non existant. I'm tired of memory problems, so I tapered down to find a compromise range. I'm at 200mg. I went low as 50mg... and that was not a good situation.