I'd rather feel nothing than the paranoia I feel now...
Feel like finding a nice padded room with a baby blue straight jacket, and some happy music playing in the background. But my shrinks believe in tough love, so..... I'd be lucky to get a 3 week stay in a state facility and get a sponge bath by some rather unattractive woman nicknamed big bertha.......
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We buy things we dont need with money we dont have, to impress people we dont like.. - Fight club
Nothing in my life has ever made me want to commit suicide more than people's reactions to me try to commit suicide. - Emily Autumn
Bipolar 1
ADHD
Major depression
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