Hi loveyouhun, oh no, no one should have to live through abuse. come hang out here at Psych Central (PC). Here is an article on building self esteem. https://www.google.com/url?q=http://...2aOxTa_jakoNUg

Many people here at PC find they can share these feelings and what they are going through with the confidence that people go through similar things and can empathize. So many forums are offered as well as Chatrooms (after you have 5 posts or comments on others posts). Depression chat meets on Thursday night at 9pm EST and Anxiety Wednesday at 8PM.

You can also be an active member in other ways like supporting others in their questions, reading articles and posts http://forums.psychcentral.com that are applicable to your area of concern.

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