So, the last two days I have been psysically sick which I am certain has had a terrible affect on my mental state. Today I slept until 2:30 when I HAD to go pick up my kiddos from school. I came home and slept more. That is pretty much the story of this week. I can think of nothing other than there is no way I can do it. I can't remember to sign off on my son's behavior chart every day. I won't remember to do or turn in his homework once a week. I won't remember to pick up my daughter, niece and nephews from school each day. I cannot keep a clean house. How will I have the energy to give the kids baths or bathe myself? I cannot even get off of the ****ing couch. I know how irrational this is, but I can't overcome it. Is this depression rearing again or is it lack of energy causing severe low thinking? I am taking a stimulant still and I drink coffee. I don't understand. I want to cry.