I was about something I feel to T and described to get how I've got bits of my approve mother inside of me and I said "I want her out!".
T said, do you think you have any of your birth mother in you?
I looked at her because never having known her, I couldn't answer that. How would I know????
But T said, I think how your birth mother knew she had to give away all her children and did that is very much your angle in life. Not giving your children away. But doing whatever it takes for your survival. I think there's a Strenght you both share.
I liked hearing that. Hearing there's more to me than just my adoptive parents. There's something I can claim.
It also puts a connection to my life that was missing growing up.