Trace 14,

There is nothing wrong or bad about wanting to learn the way you "can" learn. You know yourself well, and that is more important than what someone "thinks" you should learn or do or achieve something by their standards.

You like to pull things apart and investigate, nothing wrong with that, many individuals that contributed incredible things to humanity were like that. If material things ground you better there is nothing wrong with that either, many people are grounded by "hands on" and touching/feeling objects. My cousin is like that and has done some ground breaking amazing things being a surgeon. He did it so well he is highly respected and has been setting up entire huge departments in major Hospitals for the education of up coming surgeons to learn how to do what he has done. He has given burn patients and cancer patients their faces back, he has spent time on reconstructive surgery for women who lose their breasts to breast cancer, he has learned how to create an esophogus where there was none to name only a few of his achievements.

So, believe me, there is nothing wrong with doing well with touching and exploring with your hands and having that desire to "investigate".

((Hugs))
OE