Thanks to every one that has replied and to the ones that are praying silently for me - I appreciate it.

I will be here often in this thread as my mother starts to talk to others and the you know what hits the fan.... I would rather that I talk it out here than to let it consume me in RL.

At the moment I have been informed (via email) that I am no longer welcomed over at her house - Deja vu - for this happened when the truth came out 20 some years ago about someone that was sexually abusing me - instead of standing by me I became the unwelcome out cast in what was once my home my family.

Oh well, what is one to do - but to take each day as it comes and to try and not let tomorrow interfere.

And to think this entire thing and loss of a mother daughter relationship is over MONEY - that which I paid back the one and only time I borrowed money from my mother for a used car down payments when my car got totaled in a car accident.
This present matter of the other car, my now 11 yr old Dodge, is not a car I borrowed money on for a down payment, but my mom insist that my husband and I did ($900) and yet neither one of us can recall such a loan.... we even remember using our income tax for that down payment.

What I hate the most out of all of this is that history is but repeating its self in a lot of ways and now my mother is saying mean evil hateful things to ME (via email) that I never knew she felt toward me...... guess she needs some counseling now, for one can see that she has some unresolved issues from her own past.

Grrrrrrr - I am so angry and upset at the thought of what unraveling's are to follow this false accusation made by a once loved one..... for remember I have lived with my family for 40 years now.