I've cried in front of my T. Quite a few times this year. A few times I was really sobbing. Snotty crying, not able to talk. Then there were some more times that I had tears coming down. And sometimes just teary eyed. A few sessions in a row I cried heavily. I didn't like that I cried so much and I really wanted a session in which I didn't cry.
I don't like crying on front of others. I haven't cried in front of previous T's or in group therapy. I'm usually cry when I'm alone. My parents have seen me cry a few times, but now I try not to do it when I'm with them. Usually the tears come at night when it's time for bed. One time I almost had to cry in front of pdoc, but I didn't want him to see me cry so I walked away. That wasn't the only reason why I walked away, but one of them.
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