I understand you going back and forth to different religions.
I myself have stopped going to Church, (Catholic) because
I don't believe in it totally. Therefore, I don't go to another
church, because I feel quilty. We Catholics are taught that.

I just believe in God, and I try to live a Christian life. Which
includes morals and values, compassion. I think If you
need to find another religion go for it. Trust your instinct.
I think people get judged if they don't go to Church. I believe
God is everywhere and listens to our prayers and loves
us for who we are.
Hope you find the one.

Good luck and wishing you well.