hi pugs and hugs
it is so unfortunate that people are unable to understand the effects of ptsd. it is so overwhelming for them. maybe it is best to focus on healing yourself right now, finding a good trauma therapist so you have coping skills to deal with these triggers when they happen or better yet, not be triggered at all so you are able to handle a relationship.

welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome