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Originally Posted by LonesomeTonight
I think you're expecting the rug to be pulled away *because* of what happened with your previous T. If you're in a desperate state, most Ts would not abandon you. It sounds like you have a good one now, so do your best to trust in her and share your fears, too.
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It makes me really nervous, especially because it's free through the psych hospital so if they decide I'm "better" or it's over or whatever, I have no choice. I think my anxiety is probably just running everywhere right now. I'm so afraid of starting to trust someone and being left like before.
I'm going to talk to her about it on Tuesday.
I hate that this obsessive worry is coming back right now. The meds were helping with it a lot, but I think I'm just SO ANXIOUS that it's breaking through. Not as bad as before, but still significant enough to really really freak me out.