I've been generally lurking. I finally got out of my depression and started to speed up. My Dx changed back to BP1 w/ psychosis and I started f'n with my medications. My therapist knows and is doing a wait and see but did warn me I'm on thin ice given that my thoughts betray me. He's glad I'm on an inject-able AP. I'm stable but having psychotic thoughts that involve SH. I restarted my meds correctly yesterday after a scary day of reading my husband's thoughts. Honestly though I don't think it'll help the thoughts.

I've been focusing on Miguel. He's off all meds. His patch made him sui and his conserta made him angry. We're questioning if he even has adhd. He's seeing a new pdoc Oct. His picking is getting outrageous but he's no longer hearing things. This year showed us he's far more SN then we wanted to think. He's going back to traditional homeschooling next year vs. virtual school. So I've been using my energy towards helping him and planning for next year.