It's ok, I'm trying to work on keeping somethings ambiguous on here. I don't know if any of my family members are on here and know that they wouldn't be happy with me for airing out our closet. I'm only allowed to air my own closet out LOL

Have you thought about trying maybe a group therapy type thing? I don't know anthing about how it is in Cincinnati as I'm near C-bus. I myself finding it hard to connect with other ADD/ADHD as I'm not so far off as the others that I have met in person. It's sad really as some of the other ADDers that I have met who are way off to the other side of it than I scare me. I'm not as hyperactive as some can be and those who I have met I can't keep up with. Plus, they don't have as good as control over what comes out of their mouths and well yeah. It was hard being friends and scared about what they might say at work about who I was outside of work. I'm not saying I was fake at work I was just not wanting others to know that I would goto bars on my own and more than once a week. Plus, they would word it wrong and would sound as if I went out drinking every night.

BTW, nothing wrong with drinking, I still do it myself but I don't drink to get drunk. I do it socially and because I enjoy my life here an there.