I am standing in front of a busy road at night in intervals. I just can't do it. I'm sick of trying to be myself always hurting and disappointing others. I just want to die now. **** what am I doing here as a pathetic worm. I ruined my last friendship on accident.

People expect too much from me. I don't want to be here. I'm just a crazy psycho who doesn't deserve to live. I am not here everythin is unreal and scary and I don't know who I am. Please let me go