I'm so scared to go into withdrawals. It's like feeling like you have the flu times a million and it can literally last years. The rehab place I talked to today told me they couldn't take me because I wasn't abusing them and that they were only able to treat substance abuse. What does it matter? I need help getting off of them before I go into withdrawals. I'm so scared. I don't want to have another seizure.

*possible trigger*
I'm kind of suicidal at this point because I feel like I'm being punished for other people. The voices keep telling me their plan is falling into place perfectly and they're happy. This is what they wanted.

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