Why did you hurt me? Who are you talking about, who hit you? Why did he hit you, He didn't love me and so I deserved it? Why is that? because I was a freak and people told him I should deserve to be hit like one. That people don't see I didn't know I am one. I am scared I'll lose my best friend so I let him do it."

I got scared and I got hit again and again. I don't know who I am. I don't know what people want from me. Why people say they are nice to me// I don't know who anyone is.