Hi (((((Inny)))),

What's wrong? Why are you punishing yourself? And why does sex feel like a punishment? If it feels bad, you don't have to do it. You can wait and try to figure out how to make it feel pleasurable.

I don't know if it helps for me to ask those questions (probably not), so don't answer if you don't want to. But don't punish yourself! Have some compassion for you. You don't deserve to suffer.

I wish you comfort.

Sidony