Realizing a truth about yourself and furthermore admitting to it is a very brave thing to do and is a definite step towards recovery, so kudos for that :-) I understand your predicament, I find it so much easier to have a relationship with an animal than with a person, because with animals love and friendship are unconditional, so long as you care for them and love them. I hope you find success in building and maintaining relationships with people as well as animals... then maybe you can tell me how to do it lmao

Best to you and enjoy your weekend :-D