But, that's the thing. I really don't want people to think of me like that, because I'm definitely not! There are so many things they are good at which I am totally rubbish at, and I mean really trivial and simple stuff. And, I know that, and I accept that - everyone is who they are and that's OK. All this perception is just ruining everything, because it's not true.

It really becomes so bad that I wish I weren't me anymore. I wish I could hand my personality and who I am in for exchange with another person all together. If being who I am comes at such a cost of happiness, then I have failed at being a human being and living life, and then I might as well not exist in my current form, if it is causing me nothing but distress and rejection. What is the point of being someone who nobody wishes existed?