im not good again... i was some what ok earlier.... but now im fastly falling again...... my b/fs mad at me about what im not sure.. he wont talk to me.. i feel alone right now... i want to cry.. instead i think ill just start cutting again cause crying doesnt help .. i hate crying i feel so weak. when i do..... id rather cut instead.... i wish i could just run away.... ITs NOT FAIR.......