Poor Inny,

Can you talk to your boyfriend about it? Tell him you're feeling so down on yourself that you're not able to make love? Maybe he can help you when you're like that. I'm sure he'd try since he loves you.

Do you see a therapist in real life? Maybe one could help you get to the root of the issue so that you're not afraid to feel exposed or vulnerable. If you're afraid, the sex won't feel good I'm sure.

I'm so sorry. Wish I had more helpful suggestions.

Take care,
Sidony