I have found that people who you think you can trust cannot be trusted. Everyone disappoints you. That whole concept that if we do not hold high expectations on relationships - we will not be absolutely destroyed when they make mistakes - is starting to feel more and more ineffective to me. It's as though I no longer have faith that I will ever meet a genuine human being who is capable of understanding my pain and who won't hurt me again and again...

My family is NOT trustworthy. My friends no longer care. It's becoming the worst possible scenario and I don't know how much longer I can continue. I need someone to come into my life and prove to me that people can be trusted. Otherwise I think my time is up.