I had a family member come back into my life recently and I thought he would be someone I could talk to when I'm going through things. We connected on alot of issues and I felt my anxiety and depressive feelings start to disappear as soon as he showed up but lately he's been ignoring my messages. I feel like he's completely ignoring me and I don't know why. I expressed the way I was feeling and told him if he was going to be so flaky then I didn't need him in my life and he basically just said "alright." Now all these thoughts are running through my mind about what I did wrong, what I said wrong. I feel like these feelings are going to suffocate me. I don't know how to stop crying and feeling so ******. I hate feeling rejected and neglected. I hate feeling like there's something wrong with me and I don't know what it is.
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