dear t well i made it through a rough week w/out contacting you and depending on how tomorrow goes at work i may just text you to cancel thursday. i don't even know if you're here yet, i'm feeling stressed about your rate being higher than what i've been paying, stressed about having in-person appointments again, you would think i'd be happy hell i was happy but now that its on the horizon (well maybe it is, assuming you are here, which i don't know if you are or not yet) but i am stressed about the change, i think maybe i need to think about it a little bit more, assuming you are here you need to get yourself moved in and settled and into a new office so we should probably just cancel thursday and play it by ear for now. i don't know.