Look, I understand how you feel, but just one day, when you don't have too much to do, make a turn at your local college/university or wherever's coffee shop or get together place and just sit and observe the young people for about 2 hours. I guarantee you that you will begin to see the stuff I'm speaking of.

I truly believe you have been fortunate thus far to not encounter the people I, or any of the others on here, have. There is about a 65% demographic of people you've never met before, and be thankful you didn't. Sure, I see the "good" people too, but you try and make friends with them, they are so stuck up and rejecting. I mean I'm not making this stuff up. It feels like you are trying to invalidate all the experiences I have had in my life and telling me I'm paranoid and all the stuff I am experiencing is in my imagination. If it were all in my imagination it would all have faded by now. Nobody can imagine things for almost 30 years. If it were my imagination, then I would not fail each and every time despite using totally different social approaching skills. I've done it all, I've tried being nice, distant, aloof, open, introvert, extrovert (yes, I did try that too), laughing, somber, you name it. I can't fail each time with everyone, that's impossible. Yet, it happened anyway.

And, I never said society is evil or good. I didn't say I was either good or evil either. I said it hurts when people are mean, but I never said they are evil.