I am sorry it went so badly for you. One thing though when you said she looked away and at other things when you cried that very well could have been something other than her being bored. My T does this occasionally as well. She knows I get uncomfortable when I even start to get teary eyed. So she looks away so I have space and feel less self conscious. I think I lot of therapists do this because a lot of people don't like being watched when that vulnerable.