i dunno y but the past few days have just been me wanting to just be gone. i dont belong here. if anything i just bring those around me down. i dont even know y i bother here. its nothing more than a never ending battle and im just so tired of it.

i wish i knew what it felt like to be happy, truly happy. ive never known that nor do i think i ever will. meds only work for a little bit. therapy didnt work at all. im just broken and cant be fixed.