Okay, so I got myself in a awkward situation. Yesterday, I was bored and I was thinking about my past relationships. I thought about the boy who almost made me commit suicide because he broke up with me on homecoming dance. This was when I was 14. He witnessed my first psychotic episode. I messaged him on Facebook asking why did he do that, and his girlfriend thought I was trying to flirt with him or something got offended and told me how disrespectful it was and to leave him alone. I try to explain that I absolutely don't want him. I'm happy with my current boyfriend. We have been together for three years. I'm trying to make it as clear as possible that I DO NOT WANT HIM! He is ugly as hell and I will never forgive him for cheating on me and dumping me on homecoming. I had a dress and everything, but I didn't get to go until my senior year with my current boyfriend. Ugh.......

Also, the other night I was at a red light and I hallucinated that it turned green and I almost ran it with a cop right next to me...