Yeah... I agree - and I know there is something going on with her, health is poor over all, I just don't like the feeling of knowing what kind of mess and hell this can and probably will stir up.

Oh well.... I managed to make it thru the early years, I think I can do it again and better this time - for I am a better and healthier person mentally this time around.

I will let you all know how things go....... Thanks.

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What do you (and others) think about the ideal of me going a head and telling my siblings about the matter before my mom does? - my thinking is that at least this way they will have a chance to hear the rational side of it all.

.... I saved all emails between me and my mom just in case I need them, if and when it all hits the fan.