now, i hate the way...well always self-conscious i smell, never used to smoke in my home...now i do all the time. my family is non smokers, hate to be around them...know have to smell it. it's now effecting my life...tried patch doesn't work, tried gum doesn't work. i used to just stop for years...one day i'd wake up...hated taste and just stopped for years...but now went thru hard time (really hard time) and smoke all the time...never smoked this much. any suggestions? i'm stuck.