Edgar's Mom, I understand your reluctance. It was my boss that verbally abused me to the point of my breakdown. I could have sued the company and the "boss". I chose not to follow through b/c I felt incapable to deal with it. I regret that decision to this day. I could have pushed through it, even though my depression was so strong. I just didn't want to think about it, like you. It is the regret that is depressing now, 2 years later. I should have believed in myself. That is hard now for me to take. I let myself down. And that feeling will follow me a long time. I still hold resentment toward this nationwide firm. I do hope you will believe in yourself and push through it. It will be over and gone, and you won't have to carry the resentment & guilt forward like I do. I believe you can do it..