so the voices are gone, i think. on sunday they started telling me that my T was going to rape me on tuesday during our session. they said a lot of horrible awful things like that about T. i didnt know how to get them to stop and it was terribly upsetting to me. so i went to my moms house so i wasnt alone. i kept taking prns and they eventually helped and now they havent said anything to me today. i felt really disturbed by them telling me he was going to rape me, and i thought it was real. but now i know they were lying and trying to get me to stop seeing T and to not trust him anymore.

i emailed T today about what they said to me about him. i felt nervous telling him that. he didnt respond so i texted him a few min ago asking if he was offended. he said no hes not offended and that he understands. and that hes glad they are gone. i am very glad too.

i am going to have to pay a lot more attention when i am packing my medicines in my strips. this is the 2nd time this has happened and it had devastating consequences.