Aloha Rachel,
I too used opiates. At the time I couldn't imagine a life without them. What I found however was a life so amazing I could have never dreamed possible for me. That was 34 years ago but I remember it like yesterday. Freedom from addiction can have an incredibly positive effect on your life. It can also offer a wonderful journey into self discovery and peace of mind as you learn new ways of thinking and coping with life in a more positive manner.
Let us know how we can help support you- I'm sorry you didn't get a response to your post sooner!