The good news is, you are still young, and you have these resources, like google and PC and national health care. I felt like i was the only one seeing a t when i was your age and had to go to physical bookstores. Aside from walking 5 miles to school in the snow uphill both ways i know, sorry about that

I think like musing lizzy, your issue is not your ts crummy boundaries, its still whatever it was before her. I spent a lot of time with my current t criticizing past ts, but also myself. Part of the problem was them, part of it was me. Being able to see that difference and admit it was a lot of the work toward getting better. Just cleaning up the story. Now im working on cleaning up my house and myself. But before, i kept everything fuzzy and complicated.