Yeah. I'm 30 but still... I've felt like a loser for a long time. It doesn't help that I'm pretty much totally isolated and unemployed. I feel like a useless, broken person.

I know I should start exercising, eating right, losing weight and all that. My psychiatrist and therapists told me so. But I've always hated exercise; I hate getting sweaty or out of breath because kids in school used to tease me about it all the time. And it's so uncomfortable.

So I just kind of stay the way I am, even though I'm morbidly obese. But even if I could do all that... I still don't think I'd be able to talk to people or make friends. I would still be a loser.