we finished our christmas list last night, and we decided that each week we're going to order a few items from it (and for once actually try to be sensible with money). that will be hard!.

we know it's only august, but we've had such a crap year- failing health, lack of support, missed oppotunities, etc.. it's time we did something for ourselves. we've done nothing for our selves this year at all. (no really, our self care's gone totaly out the window!)

then later our mother called to give us all another round of abuse that upset and stressed out for the rest of the night.

i won't say what she said because she's just so cruel. but yeah. it ruined our evening