woke up at 6am and decided to stay awake. going to see my friend that i haven't seen ina while this evening. we are meeting at a sushi restaurant. i see my NP today after T. not looking forward to that. debating whether i should be honest with her about the voices episode... what if she tries to push more klonopin on me? i DONT want benzos because i know i am high risk for abusing them. she doesn't get that, though. one time she told me "you're different now". um, lady, you don't know me and also that is NOT how addiction works!