I have always felt the same way! Dysfunctional family as a child - Mother with schizophrenia, distant and nonemotional father who was never home and demanded I stay quiet and not "disappoint" him. I can totally relate. I have always felt on the outside looking in at life - not belonging anywhere. I have one friend, another one like me, with whom I can share myself because we are both from similar families and "know" without talking that we are going through the same stuff. I will go look at that site and see if it can help me.