have not written much mostly becuase nothing to say. and noone hardly responds.so don't know if i should keep on posting? somedays it helps to get it all out and others it just makes it all the more real. i do know that some peole just read and not write. but i like the feed back i gues thats why i write. ineed some sort of confermation that my feelings are not crazy or just mine alone. not angry just talking. not much sleep lately except during the day. so no wonder not tired at night. guess thats a sigh of depression sleeping all the time. hubby can'tunderstand why i am alway so tired, try to explain meds make me so tired. i'm on alot of meds and just added a new one lyrica. have not started it yet going to start it tonight. any feed back on what to expect? well we have company in town for a little visit trying to stop smoking but so hard. so cranky. any thoughts feel free.