Perna thank you so much for your wise words and encouragement. You are so right! I'm doing this to myself by thinking too far ahead of myself and getting all freaked out over something that is a long was down the road. I'm not familiar with the termination process and I think I am rushing myself without having to. I will try to see this phase of my therapy as jus that...a phase and not the end...yet. I don't know when I will be ready to terminate but I know it will not be for a long while. As for cutting back, I do think its time and I need to know that I can to this to measure my progress. This may sound strange but I think in a way it is healthy for me to do this. I'll take your words to heart and will take my time and let the process flow as it may. I want to thank you so much.

Oh, by the way, how do I PM someone on this site. I've never done it before.
LittleMouse