I'm having a VERY good day. Last three days were extremely bad. Today I woke with three cups of coffee, saw my T for one and a half hour and had a great session, went to about 8 shops to put together a survival kit for my sister who's starting university in just a couple of days, went to the pharmacist, went to the bike shop, covered the covers of 5 school books with paper (because you hire the books, you do this so they don't damage so easily), gave a cadeau card to my mom for a massage (she's been working 13 hrs a day the whole weekend and I felt she needed to relax), which she was very happy and touched by (partly because I spent about a month's pocket money on it) (I'd ordered the card Saturday, it arrived in the mail today). And I feel great! I have energy, I'm smiling for no reason at all, I just emailed my pdoc and T to let them know I feel great (I see my pdoc tomorrow and my T Thursday but I'm afraid the feeling will be gone by then so I tried to capture it in an email). I feel like when I took too much tramadol with too much caffeine.. well, then I felt a bit more unstable, but now I feel just AWESOME!