I can relate. Until recently I was too scared to even take my daughter out of the apartment on my day off. I was scared people were going to hurt us? Some paranoia ********. And it made me feel guilty because she loves going for walks and going to the park and drawing outside with her sidewalk chalk (until recently that WAS NOT HAPPENING because we live in an apartment, on a busy street, and across the street are other apartment complexes where "bad" people live.)

Now everything is fine though. We've been going places since I'm not freaked out.

But, totally relate to the guilt feeling.