I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. I wish I could help.
I couldn't help but notice that you also have schizoaffective at the same time as DID. I thought I was the only one. It's a special kind of hell for me, I can understand your saying you want to not exist. I get that way too. Suicidal but I won't act on it. I understand.
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the world is too loud
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder Depressive Type, PTSD, and Agoraphobia.
Current meds: 30 mg Haldol, 10 mg Lexapro, 100 mg Lamictal, 0.5 mg Klonopin PRN
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