I feel how things are now, I have no friends what so ever. I don't want to talk to walls. I don't like talking to this ****ing computer and I don't like venting my feelings. I can make new friends, but can't. I can talk to people and do a good job a starting something, but always goes no where. Everyone is so superficial. I just want to have my head explode on them from hearing their crap.

I just don't care that we may never talk again so I won't talk to you now.

We never hang out you promise me.

For example, "Hey you seem cool dude, lets' never hang out sometime."

Everyone is like this, everything is like me wanting to avoid everyone altogether work doesn't change anything. I don't like the people at my work even though some may like me, but it doesn't change no matter where I go or what I do. Everyone is the same. They drift apart so quickly and their again you're left in the dust. So I never had anyone to stay.

Why does this have to be so difficult?

Oh and I don't have a therapist anymore.