<font color="#000088">I don't do well in a group of people either,like in a room of people sitting in chairs,it really bothers me bad.I have a major problem with being in a crowd,or a crowded room. I just can't breath,and it makes me feel like I have all these eye's on me. And I just can't take it,and I end up running out of the room and never coming back. It scares me too much to have eye's on me constantly.
I had a similar experience just like seeker did with an addict to gambling I got involved with,and he tried to kill me as well.And as soon as he was released from jail, he stalked me to,and the restraining order didn't do a thing.The cops wouldn't do anything unless they caught him in the act,so he kept getting away every time before the cops arrived,so he never got in trouble for the stalking. I ended up hiding in the mountians in campgrounds,and them moving around from the beach bluff campgrounds, and then back up to the mountains again so he wouldn't find me for about 4 months until I came to Utah. Then about a year later, a friend of mine from my old neighborhood told me that he was still down there looking for me! He wanted me dead, he blamed me for him being put in jail. When it was his actions that got him there,I was lucky to survive.He blamed me, because in his mind,none of it would have happened if I would have just gave him the money he wanted to go to the casino with his Mother!Instead of saying No! And then calling 911 when he tried to kill me over it. So I'm with seeker on this one! </font>