I had a horrible rest of the day after we met yesterday. I wish i could have had the courage to tell you the full extent of my (romantic?) transference to you, but it was scary enough just saying what I did. I know you said that nothing I tell you will make you walk away from me or tell me we can't meet anymore, but I'm afraid to trust that. Even though you were the one to initiate the hug before I left, I still felt awful. I feel bad and dirty for having these feelings for you.