I can't take this, being financially ****ed by a stupid financially irresponsible mother who has definitely ****ed any opportunity I have in life. She doesn't care, except watching tv her job and her hair being done. Like nothing else matters in life. Like, yeah we're going to college visits to colleges I most likely can never afford. I don't even want to work my way up in life, because I have no where to go.

I now have two jobs and still ****ing starving myself some nights.

Can I just ****ing die already?

I don't have friends anymore, I can't afford a car until she gives back the money she stole I can't file a civil suit against. I am ****ed completely shoved into a corner where my only options in life is to be ****ed and be a slave to being ****ed.

I'm so close to ending my life, because I can't go get help when I need it. I can't escape work I can't work my way up. Just down into the ground and I was born into this crap I didn't have a say, their credit is ****. I can't take a loan. I'm praying they divorce so I can go school with a lower income parent so I can get a chance to get enough FAFSA money to even attend any school period. Community college is out of the question financially everything.

I couldn't get my license, because my mom bought a car she can't afford to pay off until like 10 years later when I'm broke still and she has enough money for a cheap car, but her old one broke down and pays a new transmission for it.

It's like I don't have a life. I'd rather be starving homeless to death, because I'm going to that spot when she dies anyways. I hate being alive, and I want to be dead simply as that. I hate people I hate everyone I hope everyone is happy with their life and can go **** themselves.

Seriously ****ing enjoy it. You sorry cod off ****s.