I haven't written or responded much as I'm not sure I have much to say either...I'm also being careful not to trigger myself...so I'm staying away from the dreaded red "x".

I can understand frustration with responses...I would keep posting and responding when you feel like it. Try not to worry so much about how many reads or responses. I've stopped looking at that seems to help.

I went home afterwork and got out of my dress clothes climbed into bed and two hours later woke up...then couldn't sleep during the normal hours...so I can related to the not much sleep.

I'm not sure that anyone can really understand your exact situation regarding sleep and tiredness, and meds...I'm guessing PC probably understands it most...Only suggestion is to leave out information regarding meds and depression, etc where he can see them. He might just on curosity read them...If you try to force it he probably won't...at least I tend to be that way