All the mean kids called me things like "freak", "weirdo", "retard"... that's how I began referring to myself. I never used the word crazy to describe it until recently. I started having hallucinations really young. Then I just thought maybe everybody had them and didn't talk about them... I sure didn't talk about them. Babies' brains learn to dissociate too, it just depends on the situations and how the child learns to defend itself.